I feel like there’s so much pressure on me right now to fix everything that’s been going wrong and get everything sorted out. I don’t know how to do this because I feel like every single time I get a step ahead people go on and fuck with shit they shouldn’t which pushes me 2 steps back again.
I feel I’m fighting a constant battle with people who shouldn’t even be involved in any of this.
I’m losing sleep, I went 72 hours without sleep last week which obviously didn’t help but I can’t do much about it really, I feel like a zombie. When I do sleep my mind is racing and I end up having the most vivid nightmares which in the end, keep me up again.
I don’t know what else to do.
I don’t know if I want to do this anymore.
I need a holiday.
sometimes i forget how ugly i am so when i accidentally open the front camera on my phone i have an actual heart attack
do you ever get so hungry that it feels like your stomach is caving in